HELP!!!!!

This is not easy! To all of those of you that are following my blog in Canada, US, Russia and Germany - today I cannot be positive! Today I just need to vent a little! I thank you all soo much for your support, And to you I send out an appeal for help! Including those of you who I have met on quitnet.com I am starting my 3rd week - and darn proud of it. While I anticipated 'issues' - there have been many - and I have dealt with them. Shingles I did not anticipate!!!! They hurt!!!! I have been so tempted this day to smoke. (you know - the mind set - when thing suck - well if you can just 'suck' on a cigarette - then things will be okay. NOT!!! Went to walk-in clinic today. Yes - certainly shingles!!! Man o man - this is painful!!!! Got AntiViral meds - was offered pain meds, but declined. Right at this moment I am wishing I had not declined the offer of pain meds. What does this have with the 'quit smoke" challenge???? I have no idea....Is it related? DR says no - (I challenge that in my mind) DR says it is my AGE!!!! (I also challenge that) Anyway - it sucks - I appeal to you all for your support - AND if any of you have had a similar expeeriance I would sure like to hear about it.