On guard!

Now that I have made it through 'Hell Week', I feel that I must remain 'on guard' for those difficult moments. Actually I have had more of those 'moments' during this 'Heck Week', than I did during 'Hell Week'. Perhaps I have become a little over-confident. I must remain 'on guard'! I have been allowing myself a lozenge a day. It is a kind of 'head' thing to get me through the day. "When I get home I get to have a lozenge". I can see that this journey will be a long one. Perhaps it will take the rest of my life to overcome this addiction. I can do this!!! Once again, I have to say that support from family and friends has been crucial for me during the process. Today a co-worker gave me a bouquet of tulips in recognition of my passing through 'Hell Week'. What a wonderful vote of confidence - and oh how I want to suceed so that I do not disappoint those who are cheering for me!